Forgive perhaps, forget never.

Ever since being single a year plus ago, I told myself this
'If u can't be happy being single, how can you be happy in a relationship?'
And for that I hold true to myself that I should love myself, pamper and give myself what I deserve.
I did many many things to challenge myself, to make myself even more beautiful than what I already am, learn skills that I do not know and surround myself with friends whom I know are true to me.
Friends whom stood for me, friends who know my character so well and friends whom never tired of listening to me rant, friends who never stop telling me to let go and move on.
Determined that nothing is impossible, I did what I could, and I want to say this 2 months ago that 'I'm happy without you, ben. I'm happy bring single, and I'm happy that I felt happy. I'm  happy having my alone time. I do many things by myself and I'm happy that i'm capable of feeling happy. Even though, I know there is still anger and resentment in me, I know its slowly fading away. I want you totally out of my life as I deserve more than this. I deserve someone bigger, someone mature and someone who has a direction in life.

Forgive perhaps, forget never.