Chatters in the laminar flow

Raining cats and dogs. Its better to stay in the lab than getting stuck in the jam while holding your pee.

Was chatting with sis rozi while doing some labwork. She shared her working experiences and opinions on working in gov and private sector. She said that when she looked at me, she remembered she was in my position last time. While writing her thesis for Masters last time, she did some part time job too. Same as me now. Limited money, scholarship ended and need to do odd jobs =(  and still struggling to write. I like to read, but not write, especially academic papers and my research papers.

Somehow our serious girl talk, went into talk about relationship. We can't help it. She shared her many ups and downs previously and now she is happily married with 2 kids with a loving husband. She wished the same for me too and told me to be patient. Tears streamed down my eyes, I dont wanna show that I teared, and luckily my specs and face mask were able to cover up a bit. I said 'siapa tak nak to have someone? Man need woman and vice versa. At that moment too, I suddenly I realised what I should do and it is very difficult to do it... It is nothing. I need not do anything at all.....

The most difficult thing to do is not to do anything.