Monday, February 13, 2012

after 2 years.....2012

So many things happened since CIVP(my last post). 2 years had passed. After CIVP, i got a job as a student counselor. Felt bored after few months of work and scout around for Masters opportunity. Entered a local university for Masters until now and today is the first day of my last semester!!! I can't believe it. I have to finish my bench work and write thesis and paper. oh my... so much to do, so little time...

Also, it has been a hard time for the past 2 months. Things that I did not expect to happen, happened. Things that i have been so comfortable and confident of, crashed me to pieces, even powdered my heart. I was at my lowest point of my life. Tears flew freely, with company of trusted family and friends. I can't hide my sadness. Even now, tears still flow whenever i thought of him.

I know things happened for a reason. Ah fei said God took away someone from me, he will give someone or something back to me. God Is very fair.

I need to focus on my research and thesis. Lab work that seem never ending, knowledge that seem never deep enough. Reading that never enough.. Lucky enough i have a bunch of labmates that support each other throughout our lab time =)

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