M.I.S.S.

I miss him.Period.
My heart still belongs to him. Period.

I am grateful to be ME

i almost wanted to post a negative post again, coz this is the only avenue for me to vent out my feeling....... til i came across a video in youtube in my facebook feed. It was from The secret. Had long knew about the book and about the Law of attraction. We attract what we think and I should be positive always (I always try to). So, instead of posting a negative post about my feelings just now...... I decided to cheer up! and I am grateful for who I am!! Everyday will be a good day and I am thankful i'm alive. Its so simple to cheer me up once again =)

My heart

hatiku pedih di kala malam nan rembulan,
hatiku sakit tatakala mengenangkan nasib yg menimpaku,
hatiku berkecai, namun aku tabah untuk bangun semula,
hatiku tidaklah kuat seperti disangka.....
Aku cuma wanita lemah yang ingin dibelai, dimanja dan disayangi.

Senyuman di pagi hari, cuma untuk menutup air mata bergelinangan pada waktu malam.

You just have to do it

What have I gotten myself into? I have so much to read with a speed of a turtle. I have a new project to work on in addition of my labwork and my empty thesis to work on too! People trust me and believe I can do it, even though I myself isn't sure about it. I just follow the flow.

A surgeon/lecturer/relative once told me, You can do it, you just have to find time to do it. Everybody complains it is difficult, but you have to finish it no matter what.

Focus my dear!!! YOU can do it! -clenched fist-

Me time

I went back to square one. Today I'm free and manage to have my 'me' time. And yet again my mind start to wander.... I went to check out Fitflop warehouse sales at menara bata but didn't buy any. The sizes didn't fit me well. I do want to own a Fitflop myself considering I'm walking quite a lot. Then I went to my second home, 1 Utama ;) while walking to the gym I manage to buy a heels of my liking ;) Woman will never get enough shoes and heels. Back to my first line, going back to square one. I suddenly miss him so badly. I miss his attention he once gave me, miss his laughter and our endless conversation, miss the quality time we used to spend together, miss having him around, miss the love we once had.