I still miss him

At times like these, i just dun feel like doing anything. I just feel like hanging there, don't know what to do. I suddenly miss him. Miss his presence, miss his laughter, miss his mischievous jokes, just miss him. Why he do this to me? Why does he poisoned me this way? or rather if i turn another way round, Why I allow it to happen to me.... (I shall think about it).

I've let go but he came back as a close friend.
I've let go but he care for me even more than before.
I know i've let go as I am able to smile again.
I know i've let go as I do not hold grudge against him. I just... miss him.

Off to body pump....

Tiada lagi

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Sampai kapan lagi 'ku harus menahan rasa kecewa di dalam dada
Seandainya kita masih bersatu, tak mungkin 'kan menyatu
Walau masih ada sisa cinta, biarkan saja berakhir sampai di sini

Tiada lagi yang kuharapkan, tiada lagi yang kuimpikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu
Tiada lagi kata cintaku, tak 'kan lagi 'ku bersamamu
Biar kusimpan semua kenanganku bersamamu

Sampai kapan lagi 'ku harus menahan rasa kecewa di dalam dada
Seandainya kita masih bersatu, tak mungkin 'kan menyatu
Walau masih ada sisa cinta, biarkan saja berakhir sampai di sini

Tiada lagi yang kuharapkan, tiada lagi yang kuimpikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu
Tiada lagi kata cintaku, tak 'kan lagi 'ku bersamamu
Biar kusimpan semua kenanganku bersamamu

Tiada lagi yang kuharapkan, tiada lagi yang kuimpikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu
Tiada lagi kata cintaku, tak 'kan lagi 'ku bersamamu
Biar kusimpan semua kenanganku bersamamu

Tiada lagi yang kuharapkan, tiada lagi yang kuimpikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu, oh...
Tiada lagi kata cintaku, tak 'kan lagi 'ku bersamamu
Biar kusimpan semua kenanganku bersamamu

Tiada lagi yang kuharapkan, tiada lagi yang kuimpikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu...

You have lost me

You have lost me, things I shouldn't know surfaced,
You have lost me, promises aren't fulfilled,
You have lost me, managing your stuff brought anger,
You have lost me, caring gestures meant friendship,
You have lost me, words are just filling up conversation,
You have lost me, laughter were filled with tears thereafter,
You have lost me, you are still the same you after 6 months.
I ain't your priority.

You have lost me, I am starting to love myself again.

anger.. =(

*sharlene hong looking at her laptop and shouts...Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh............*

not satisfied......aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!! Aah!!!