Jim Brickman - The Gift

I'm so in love with this song and I want it to be played during my wedding! aaah... march in song? is it suitable? lol

Andrea Bocelli - Love in Portofino

This is the official video for Andrea Bocelli's Love in Portofino. He performed in Portofino, Italy and it was mesmerising. I watched the movie concert of his and I felt like I was right there listening to his wonderful, powerful and distinct voice. I especially like one song, Champagne but I couldn't find the video for that song. Do listen and it automatically put you into a mood for love. At least, it does for me =)

I'm trying to win tickets for his actual concerts in Malaysia in May... *excited!* coz I know who I will ask to be my partner if I do win the tix! hehe

Paul Anka - I don't like to sleep alone

I don't like to sleep alone
Stay with me, don't go
Talk with me for just a while
So much of you to get to know
Reaching out touching you
Leaving all the worries far behind
Loving you the way I do
My mouth on yours and yours on mine
Marry me, let me live with you
Nothing's wrong and love is right

Like a man said in his song
"Help me make it through the night"
Loneliness can get you down
When you get to thinkin' no one cares
Lean on me
(And I'll lean on you)
Together we will see it through

No, I don't like to sleep alone
It's sad to think some folks do
No, I don't like to sleep alone
No one does
Do you

(I don't like to sleep alone)
No one does
Do you

Numb hands

sitting in the cold library. trying to get things done but why is it not moving!!!
After doing so much and yet there are still so much to be done. oh my!

I left one main part for my thesis which is quite a big part!
Let me list down:
-check AFI results
-write about AFI
-discussion
-write about gross morphology, H&E results and immunostaining for 3 diff AB from 3 diff groups.
-discussion for all of the above!

which means i have 6 more sub topics to go! when can i finish! I need to submit thesis and then it will take about 6 months to be called for viva. omg!! i must submit soon before i fly.

Oh ya, not forgetting, summarizing the whole research study, correct my abstract and abstrak, and other many teeny wheeny parts of the thesis such as isi kandungan, list of graphs, pictures, acknowledgement. All of them in bahasa melayu. I'm gonna be a pakar BM already.

And publishing papers! Aiming for 2 papers! damn!

Howwwww....................................

Chatters in the laminar flow

Raining cats and dogs. Its better to stay in the lab than getting stuck in the jam while holding your pee.

Was chatting with sis rozi while doing some labwork. She shared her working experiences and opinions on working in gov and private sector. She said that when she looked at me, she remembered she was in my position last time. While writing her thesis for Masters last time, she did some part time job too. Same as me now. Limited money, scholarship ended and need to do odd jobs =(  and still struggling to write. I like to read, but not write, especially academic papers and my research papers.

Somehow our serious girl talk, went into talk about relationship. We can't help it. She shared her many ups and downs previously and now she is happily married with 2 kids with a loving husband. She wished the same for me too and told me to be patient. Tears streamed down my eyes, I dont wanna show that I teared, and luckily my specs and face mask were able to cover up a bit. I said 'siapa tak nak to have someone? Man need woman and vice versa. At that moment too, I suddenly I realised what I should do and it is very difficult to do it... It is nothing. I need not do anything at all.....

The most difficult thing to do is not to do anything.