a Fishery science graduate and a medical science graduate-to-be. Enjoy simplest things in life-a smile from a stranger, helping people and peaceful time on my own. Anticipating the day my heart is drawn to another's heart.
Aah....those captions in my profile! Many things has changed since then. Completed Masters 2 years plus ago and has been working and traveling and trying lots of new stuff and culture. I always love to improve myself, to learn, unlearn, relearn. To read, stop and reread . Well, if you stumbled upon this little piece of me, thank you for reading! I appreciate it. Over the years, I only remember this sweet vintage when I'm emotionally down, has no one to talk to and just wanna share my feelings to the whole world. I just need to get it out, you know what I mean.
I still and will always will enjoy the simplest things in life, a smile from a stranger, it can even be from the cleaner of the building. A simple 'Good Morning' to the uncle that is enjoying his walk at the Lake Gardens, The foreigner aunty that serve my favourite wan tan mee soup and said 'Thank you Ah Moi', dinner time with family and the once in a blue moon dinner cooked by my bro.
Haha...and anticipating the day my heart is drawn to another. Hmm...this is kinda a surprise. It is true that Love happens when you least expected it. All the while, the focus is Myself, You gotta be a little selfish about this, but you gotta Love Yourself First, before you can love others. Be good to yourself, be the best version of yourself.
I feel loved =)
*all smiles*
Monday, March 14, 2016
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
Ed Sheeran - Photograph
The lyrics sums up all that I felt right now...It's a beautiful song and melody.
"Photograph"
Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home
Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die
We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
Wait for me to come home [4x]
Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul
And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home
Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die
We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
Wait for me to come home [4x]
Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul
And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."
cited from http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/edsheeran/photograph.html
Monday, June 8, 2015
Bravery in a cloudy night
I did something courageous a few days back. Something that I never do before and will never do again. To clear my mind, to clarify my direction and to know where I stand. It did not occur to me that I will tell him that night, as we chat and discuss along, I felt a strong urge to ask, I know I need to get it off my chest, if not I will miss the opportunity and not sure when I will be brave enough again. I don't want the attachment feeling sets in and I will fall even deeper for him. Even though uncomfortable, I blurted out, and dare not look at him, heart pounding as quick as it can.... and I told him the truth as I do not want to waste time wondering and hoping and dreaming about him.
Even though the outcome isn't as positive that I hope for, I am able to accept it. I felt relieved that I know the answer instead of several months or years later. I was feeling numb for a while until the next morning, went for body combat class, cried a lil, had a breakfast feast of dim sum and kopi ping and went to work. I was still not feeling that ok and booked my 2 girlfriends for the night.
He has all the characteristics that I like and I want in my husband-to-be. Someone that I admire, someone that I look up to, Someone who motivates, guides and pushes me, Someone who is interesting and we shared lots of laughter. Someone who can control me and I am willing to be submissive to. Am not sure whether he knows that I think highly of him. Probably, he felt I'm too good or he himself is not confident?
Earlier that day, I saw the quote 'If you never ask, the answer will always be no'. Probably this is also one of the reason why I'm so brave to ask. Besides, 2 Sagi friends of mine also had the same opinion.
Many people think that I'm a strong woman, which in fact I may look strong in the outside, but i'm as weak and meek in the inside. Deep inside I long for someone to love and be loved. Someone who wants me as much as I want him. Someone to get up with every morning..
Even though the outcome isn't as positive that I hope for, I am able to accept it. I felt relieved that I know the answer instead of several months or years later. I was feeling numb for a while until the next morning, went for body combat class, cried a lil, had a breakfast feast of dim sum and kopi ping and went to work. I was still not feeling that ok and booked my 2 girlfriends for the night.
He has all the characteristics that I like and I want in my husband-to-be. Someone that I admire, someone that I look up to, Someone who motivates, guides and pushes me, Someone who is interesting and we shared lots of laughter. Someone who can control me and I am willing to be submissive to. Am not sure whether he knows that I think highly of him. Probably, he felt I'm too good or he himself is not confident?
Earlier that day, I saw the quote 'If you never ask, the answer will always be no'. Probably this is also one of the reason why I'm so brave to ask. Besides, 2 Sagi friends of mine also had the same opinion.
Many people think that I'm a strong woman, which in fact I may look strong in the outside, but i'm as weak and meek in the inside. Deep inside I long for someone to love and be loved. Someone who wants me as much as I want him. Someone to get up with every morning..
Thursday, May 21, 2015
My Ultimate Dreams
My One and Only.
Wondering when can I write a post with the above title for real. Instead of waiting for the day, I write it first so that it will come true. You have to always think about your dreams. You gotta dream big and always stand firm in believing your dreams will come true. Yes! It will!! *smiling*
Just always keep your dreams in mind,
everything else will come later =)
The above statement was sent by a friend to me. I've set my goals in a tiny little notebook but less that he knows, my ultimate goal, is him! He is my dreams! From my first sight of him, I've drawn to him. It's chemistry right. Sometimes I feel he felt the same way too, but sometimes I feel it's good to be friends first. Aaah.... I felt so comfortable with him. I already felt that he is My One and Only Man.
Wondering when can I write a post with the above title for real. Instead of waiting for the day, I write it first so that it will come true. You have to always think about your dreams. You gotta dream big and always stand firm in believing your dreams will come true. Yes! It will!! *smiling*
Just always keep your dreams in mind,
everything else will come later =)
The above statement was sent by a friend to me. I've set my goals in a tiny little notebook but less that he knows, my ultimate goal, is him! He is my dreams! From my first sight of him, I've drawn to him. It's chemistry right. Sometimes I feel he felt the same way too, but sometimes I feel it's good to be friends first. Aaah.... I felt so comfortable with him. I already felt that he is My One and Only Man.
Make you feel my love
The lyrics are apt, this song was played in church when I was feeling exactly like what Adele is singing.
When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.
When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.
I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I will never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.
I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
And I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.
The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
The winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.
When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.
I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I will never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.
I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
And I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.
The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
The winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love
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